daylight wanders in, i wake up on the train, thousands of eyes judge me down down to my core, how long was i out? it must have been a good time, who am i still kidding i dont know what im doing with my time i lack all motivation and charismatic skills to function like a normal human i dont know what im doing, i dont know who ive become, i dont know when ill be done
take a look around, tell me what you see are my eyes even open, i dont know cause you wont let me kick me like a dog, choke me with your leash everythings a joke, but nothings even funny
im feeling all kinds of strange and why should i re-arrange
i used to be someone, people would often call nothing special but the kid, he's interesting and oh how i cared about a couple things, like a girl and a band, i had what i called friends but then i got the nerve to call upon my dirty nurse give me medication pump me full so i cant see i went blind, im not blind, i feel fine, im not fine
take a look around, tell me what you see are my eyes even open, i dont know cause you wont let me kick me like a dog, choke me with your leash everythings a joke, but nothings even funny
im feeling all kinds of strange and why should i re-arrange