And I could never cut myself because of my low tolerance to pain and I could never burn myself because I was too afraid of the flame
and I could never figure out how i would end it so I guess I'll chill right here for now and keep on pretending keep on pretending
Sometimes I feel like a gender and others just like an alien so I've stopped trying to figure out which one of them is more conventional and I'm tired of getting into arguments because it feels like I am falling off of mountains anxiety disorders sound cute and quirky on paper but it's a living fucking hell
Well if there are rock solid composures then mine takes the form of a sponge so many times have i been pushed to the point where the only option left is the plunge but why i haven't done it yet the answer I haven't been able to find so I guess until then I'll just sit in my room And I'll wait for you to come hit me up sometime