I was on the 126 at 11 pm at night on a Monday with my coat on & a cigarette in hand I tried my best to do the best that I could to keep my mind focused on the road I watched the smoke from my cigarette slowly drift Swinging away with the wind as the air breathes The only thing I can think of was all those times we spent together Memories that will always be kept Memories that I'll never forget
I heard the sound of your heart beating miles away I felt the heat of your steady breathing miles away You're just like a ghost only my tired eyes can see Am I fool for still believing?
You were my sea & I was you anchor In our eyes we believed this could be love The kind that would last forever
The truth is.. I was only anchoring you down while I was drowning in a cloud of false hope Drowning in a sea of over thinking Surrounded by these autumn leaves
I'd like to say I'm not that great I'm far from perfect, in your eyes I know I'm not worth your time
& I know I should try to forget, but I don't want to forget you I can't forget 'cause I don't want to forget you