rusty nails in my flesh paint thinner on my breath shards of glass in my teeth barbed wire around my neck black widows in my bed methods to induce sleep
I amputated my arms but they grew back just to spite me you decapitated my head but were surprised to see it smirking I sewed my heart to my sleeve so you could watch it beating you held it in your palm and crushed it without blinking
I'm not sure which one of us is the monster
lets play a game called 'how over dramatic and self-loathing can I fucking be?' we're both waiting for me to die and last night I saw a shooting star can you guess on what I wished for? how long will it take to replace me? forget my face, erase me exorcise those memories slit the throat of our history you can do anything that you want just don't pretend to miss me when I'm gone