well, hey, way to go dean, you guessed it your worst nightmare is me 'cause I know how you look into the mirror and hate everything you see
do you have original thoughts, dean? or do you just want to be like your dad? 'cause you can wear his clothes and you can listen to his music but you'll never have his love like sammy had
so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it? I guess you'll go to hell for your mistakes and now you know how demons are made there and it won't take long for you to break
I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared it's been so easy to pretend I don't care but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?
can't raise your fingers and snap me away dean you're stuck in here, you'll find and you're too stupid to get a way out now, 'cause you're trapped in your own mind
you'll always be daddy's blunt little instrument a shield and nothing more it's a good thing you sold your soul to save your little brother 'cause without sam, what the hell are you good for?
so what are you gonna do, dean? you gonna cry about it? you know that every word I say is true you don't care if you live or if you die, now your own father didn't care, so why should you?
I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared it's been so easy to pretend I don't care but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?
my father was an obsessed bastard I didn't deserve what he put on me all that crap about protecting sam when he's the one who couldn't save his family
I don't deserve to die, I don't deserve hell you say I don't matter but I do because my dad's the one who was never there for sam and I, I always was
and I know my brother's fighting somewhere out there and it is so hard to admit that I'm scared it's been so easy to pretend I don't care but what do you do when you're your own worst nightmare?