Drag their names through the dirt Just to keep up an image Torn between two bad choices With no positive outcomes I'm losing my cool more often than I used to It's 5 AM I'm still awake and tired of shitty excuses Put off any discussion With feigned laughs and fake smiles I've never felt this two faced I should have pressed the issue The people I love are selfish, cold and petty And I can't pretend to be any better I will keep my mouth shut While this guilt crushes my lungs Walls will close in Can't fucking cope Holes in the door What else is new