am i really alive or is this whole world just a dream to try to get me to die?.. are souls even real, what's the meaning of it all and how it feels to be incarnated? a whole life just to be terminated, ill be glad if i make it, im just a program in the matrix that felt like getting faded...
nothing ever feels right, the whole time like a never ending fist fight. you gotta win, make another motherfucker lose, everything you take and everything you use...
and regretting all your actions, and wanting to die, seeing the reactions...