Still wandering Keeping my sanity But they won't let me dream to live or live to dream I'm still envisioning I'm singing to herd of thousands Soul searching for the few things that will make life all right Pointless persecution, interrogate the hype Pretending I'm respecting who I secretly fight One to the right Push me to the side Two minutes to decide what I'm gonna say tonight One to the right Push me to the side Two minutes to decide what I'm going to do with my life Replacing ideals that would break trust down I'm the king of apathy don't care to wear your crown Brain children , the lemming, they suffocate my rise Standing on hilltops, smiling, watching me breakdown'
[Growing Out of It Version] Cutting through the fabrics of this physical relationship The understanding was the part they decided to skip They have the same eyes but they see things a little differently Some blind themselves and some open their eyes to the world you see Went to sleep on a bed of nails You were so smart covered up your trails Your mouth is dry and your life is stale You always have a gun if all else fails Sex is never just sex again Why can't a partner just be your friend Can we converse without a fight And will it really matter if I spend the night Not a prima donna rock star just being my crazy self always Then you shun me to the corner cause I choose not to participate My thoughts are running wild got to let them free emancipate You thought you had me trapped but there is one more move, now it's checkmate [/Growing Out of It Version]
Spent all my time on popularity and I accept my duality But I'm growing out of it