A bastard at conception ring Takes the place a mistake So surface and purposely fake Ashamed and afraid the child Grows in shadows alone Nothing or no one to hold on to Or call his own he runs away You keep on singing The same song You tell me that I'm to blame I'll keep on singing the same song Over and over again Slipping through the cracks Like a snake Struggling to survive Scraping everything he can Just to eat Screaming now ceiling is peeling I feel for my faith Trapped in my body these demons Destruct and escape Burning with pleasure this flesh Is so weathered and raped I feel so tired Desire has made me less Can I be whole again? When all the pieces fall Who do I turn to now? The light is closing in Have to re-begin Well it's almost over now All this pain that I've allowed To nest inside my soul Let it go...