Looking at this map i don't know which way to go( way to go) Where i am (where i am), I am so lost I could have sworn that I took this trip with all my friends, look again, and they’re gone (and they’re gone) That’s the cost. All I know is that I’m surrounded by all this stress, I’m a mess, they don’t see, they don’t care, cut the chase! Baby you should stop dreaming and get out of bed, pay the rent, it’s what she said (what she said), so get dressed You don’t call, you don’t write And you stall, and we fight I have dreams every night About becoming your wife But tomorrow’s a new life And I hope you do right, but I’m wrong cause these calls from these brawls that you like. Just don’t forget that I’ve been there from the start Don’t you dare let this shit tear us apart (apart) I’m having a child and you left me in the dark Oh my God, superstar, I swear you’ve broken my heart (chorus) Staring out my window, buried in the snow Tell me is that the reason why I’m so cold (I’m so cold *5) I’m so cooooold Coming at my friends and all I get is the talk (is the talk) I’m alone, it’s so clear this isn’t home (isn’t home) (so I’m gone *5) so I’m gone gone gone
Men I wish I knew when all these things went astray (went astray) But infact I just wish it could all go away (go away) And it seems like heating on the sunniest day The clouds gone and the ray falls on my window pane Even If I knew why, what kinda help could I get Lets face it, what I get ain’t paying no doctor’s check My closest cousin is a schizophrenic Now he’s gone with the medics And I ain’t talked to him since Ever since that moment I felt that we’ve been falling apart Brush ma mom’s and I felt ma grandmother’s dying in my arms (in my arms) And of course how could I forget ma pa, Unconditional love, but we ain’t never gonna get along (get along) What I would give if I could if I could visit my aunt Every night , every day, but we live so far apart Don’t think I forget you a day, we lived through it all, You’re so strong, and for you woman, I would give you my heart (chorus)
Why can’t you see that I can’t be here no mo (no mo) Cause success is a threat to these ho’s (these ho’s) I don’t have a problem leaving this shit alone, Cut my phone, pack my bags, and never look back, head home (head home) You read about it, but I live what they write I’ve licks, I’ve been rhymed, though we fight day and night (day and night) These streets ain’t home They simply got us to roam For these mights, y’all come there, which I am Fuck this life!!! I’m ma own man, I gotta keep moving I don’t jump to conclusions, because I know what I’m doing I’m a grown ass man, so accept that I’m trying to be a father to my kids so all you haters step back (yeah!!) And I don’t know if we can make it Well what they’re saying in this game we’re playing Well I guess what I want, when I call about a father Because you are the world, which means nothing at all