I never thought that it would hurt Now I know that it was a delusion The secret I have kept inside Since I was a child I ignored it had happened The childhood fear I've tried to conceal
But now you're coming back again Familiar face from the past The face that would haunt me forever
It is this feeling that bewilders me again It's something I look back in awe Within myself I struggle hard to ease the pain It's something that won't relent at all
I'm trying hard to understand The letter you once wrote Those words will never leave me alone But now I'm a man And I'm still in confusion By your words of hate and deceit
Now here I go again Through pages filled with writing But they're not the ones with importance I can read between the lines Straight into your evil mind As we slowly intertwine