The understanding lyrics I know you don't like it,when I'm not picking up & I play truant You see phone numbers,that you don't know,When you go through it I start closing chats,before you go through it. Dumb situations that I throw you in I just tell these white lies,so fluent I should be a bigger man & don't do it Yet I find myself doing what I said I wouldn't do Even though I've promised you that I won't do it I'm just adding to the stereotypes & cliches I'm finding it harder to look in your eyes,with each day. Chipping away at the small bit of trust that remains & it's a bleak maze Because sometimes,I really just was Sitting in my house all day But it's sad when the he say & she say holds more weight And I know fuck up I gave you a sorry for breakfast & a sorry for lunch I'm sorry for being sorry I know I'm a cunt But I know I can learn to be the man that you want & need I know that it's hard to believe Because I've got the same promises on repeat Then she said,give me a reason to stay around I replied with my phone faced down
Hate me slow & love me fast Embrace my future Accept my past Trust my flaws & kiss my scars Hate me slow & love me fast Embrace my future Accept my past Trust my flaws & kiss my scars
Just give me one more last chance The fact that I find it so easy Just makes it so hard I'm not perfect,none of us here are I know you're tired of the let downs Fuckeries & pars But you know that I love you right? I know I'm loving you wrong But I'll love you right I can't even imagine what it must be like Putting up with my shit For the hundredth time I don't know how you deal with All lust & lies Wondering eyes Scroll through 'lol's & like And I know you want to listen to your mums advice "Fuck that guy he'll never be a son of mine,until he mans up & treats you right" Alright,alright,alright I know she's right But I'm trying,I'm trying,I'm trying You know I'm trying But it's lies on lies on lies,I know you're tired...alie But I don't want to make you bitter So let's make this better If you go then you go But if you stick around,asking as we're together just... Hate me slow & love me fast Embrace my future Accept my past Trust my flaws & kiss my scars Hate me slow & love me fast Embrace my future Accept my past Trust my flaws & kiss my scars credits from The Reluctant Adventurer, released July 1, 2015 Produced by Hucci tags tags: electronic hip-hop/rap grime rap London