I’ve been looking high and low in this forsaken piece of shit I cant seem to find you or your marble eyes I used to cherish Was this all for nothing? Was this all for nothing? Was this all for nothing? Every drop of blood, every synapse fired Every night spent waiting to die Just to be, to be by your side (Hey! Hey!) To be by your side (Hey! Hey!) To be by your side (Hey! Hey!) To be by your side (Hey! Hey!) As I smolder like the leaves on the ground In the new England autumn in my hometown I’m yearning for the life I left behind Like my father and my mother and my sisters smile I’ve never been this far away from home And I’m never going back no matter what I do So I submerge into the ice below And I prepare to spend eternity with what I know And I’m so sorry to my family and friends I never told you how much you meant If I could do it all over again I promise each and every one of you that things would be different I’m the epitome of human failure! I’m the epitome of human failure!