Maral - Autotomy | Текст песни

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I put my face in my hands
and i hold my breath.
I think about what i had
in my mind of pain.
I could be wrong on some points
but now i know,
That pain is not in my body
it's in my soul.

I had to wear like a clown
just to walk around.
To have a room
feel safe
in this fuckin' town
I couldn't run
I couldn't hide
I couldn't help
myself
I had to not talk
about the way i felt

I tried to write
tried to talk
tried to be someone
Who feels alive
has a room
has a real life.
But all my thoughts
and my plans
they didn't work.
I couldn't take what my life
had started to become

They made me learn what i hate
i could not accept
I couldn't let them fill my brain
with all that shit.
I couldn't stand someone else
planning my life
i told them
"Go away
go fuck
yourself"

I lost my sense to all the love from anyone
I couldn't trust
wouldn't trust people around.
I wanted to be a girl who is strong.
But now, strength in my life is just a big lie

My feet was trapped in the mud
of emptiness
I couldn't walk
i was stuck
i was stressed
I made my choice not to be their slave
I found a knife to help me run away

Now i'm cutting my feet to change all the lies
to have my dreams
Now i'm cutting my feet to go forward
to live my dreams
i'm cutting my feet i wont live a lie
i wont kill my dreams
Now i'm cutting my feet i want to survive
i want my dreams

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