If you can hear this don't assume that I'm talking to ya Yesterday everything I thought I believed in died but today is my birthday Today is my birthday I don't need you, I'll say it to myself It doesn't mean I won't need somebody Anyone with half a soul will hear this and will never leave me If you don't know what forever feels like I'll show you what it feels like with out it This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in I get by now I'm not really dead but i really needed someone to save me leaving me alone to die is worse than having the guts to kill me If you don't know what forever feels like I'll show you what it feels like with out it I'll show you what it feels like without it This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in This time I won't hesitate to kill to protect what I believe in Not letting you in Won't satisfy me I'll teach you about loss