The claustrophobia The haze of a thousand cigarettes You talk about magic But you can't even change yourself The self-destruction we used to worship The perfect setting If good it turned me on If bad it teared me up
In mind made of steel In value and sharing Repressing your need Feel it out, get it out Don't you feel the lie The drug-confirmed doubt An all-hate obedience In this aftertaste of impossible dreams
And every keyword Every war fought for independence Remember the details Laid in circles to cover the wound Structures of reality Overtures of defeat In love it brought you near In fear it brought you to hell
Neanderthal ways And left behind dreams A thousand more words Just to emphasize another skin-deep announcement The love that we shared, so brutally wasted In line-ups of doubt and delusion And question marks much too easily set As we never gave ourselves completely As questions defeated all answers too perfectly Surrounded by walls and from level to level From words to silence From hate to love I don't regret anything that I've done I just want to become what I am