and I look out after you, and into you I am learning from your gaze, for it's there that you live, in your quietness reeling in music and colour ablaze. arriving fire, awaiting lights, fire of mind, fire of soul- a breaking mask, a body alive a cry surprised, and a wakening soul I see you now, as if for the first time and yr not as I believed moving out into unexpected darkness the nightlight fills every step you take to me.