I've been shoveling dirt at the bottom of this ditch I've been shoveling dirt at the bottom of this ditch I've left the upstairs world behind and joined the kingdom of the blind and now I'm down here shoveling dirt just shoveling dirt this stubborn pride has been my ball and chain this stubborn pride has been my ball and chain 'cause every time I think I've broken free it drags me back and buries me this stubborn pride it's my ball and chain my ball and chain, my ball and chain once I believed I could follow the horizon and just blow like a leaf on the wind but now here I am in this hole in the ground and I'm wondering, I'm wondering where where the horizon is, where the horizon is I've been shoveling dirt, I've been filling in the cracks I've been shoveling dirt, I've been filling in the cracks the more I look, the more I see it's the little things that have broken me that's why I'm down here filling in the cracks filling in the cracks, filling in the cracks yes I'm filling, I'm filling, I'm filling filling in the cracks I've been shoveling dirt at the bottom of this ditch I've been shoveling dirt at the bottom of this ditch I've left the upstairs world behind and joined the kingdom of the blind and now I'm down here, and now I'm down here