the sudden realisation that not all is what it seems Rises somehow exponentially It turns from a cry and then a scream and then a howl An endless broken-down soliloquy Pain can force the hand and turn the mind The pictures taint the judgement of the times Then I turn around and see a wreck strewn on the rug The pictures and the pain you'll never know The pictures and the pain that I was given unto you From scarring you Something's removed for you So I add the fuel to the fire And try to find an answer in the mire First the flames are comfort but the smoke gets in the eye There's only so much left that one can burn And now I find I'm dancing 'round the ashes Of the branches that I've burned I take nothing from the rest of it I've burned So the will relentlessly goes by Just cuts the rut a little deeper down This youthful smile has turned into a frown The eyes forever down The spark forever drowned I'll sing us a ??? ??? And I use up the last of what's left And if I ever joke to forget ??? It's disturbing the call of the ??? I am lost in this mortal refrain All re-analyzing this day This tainted breath of ice again And if what you said is true I can doubt you if they are true Based on death I can run to forget All these that you're bound to have missed And with dreams I could breathe So prfoundly I finally could sleep Undisturbed by the demons of shame I design a final betray Oh, how we fell And how is one supposed to mourn if one is not entirely sure what's died? And if it's dead then it's dead then it's dead Why can't I cry? And all the things you told me that you read upon my palm They were lies Say that they were lies