So many place i was in so many times i lived and i still search for a meaning of tranquillity what is this notion? let's call it apathy who's unaffected by the world seems to be in harmony
the great self-control means inner wars when the inside constantly clashes with the outside harm
to the next dimension - time has come to go! this world is no longer what it used to be maybe i will return
all the wars survived and all that i left behind was nothing just an appearance that i tried to pass through memories from life left their knife-like mark severing the chance of the rememberance for the good
what i can't repress that burst out emotions everything was needless this is the reason for my decay
to the next dimension - time has come to go! this world is no longer what it used to be maybe i will return (when i forget everything what i've lost) to an interform - time has come to transform! disappearing is a way of retreat maybe i won't return i can't forget everything what i've lost
i stand here alone facing my present considering my life what happened with me till now all relatives (are) gone years ago friends have returned to the core why should i start again this joyful and fearful life? but no chance to rise this is a different world and i still don't know what's the point of existence?
(lead - PE, LK, PE, LK)
so many place i was, in so many times i lived - but when you ask me i can't answer this question that can be found 'till man can think there is one more thing, don't believe it i am dead and my own view is: there is no reason for living yet