Without money, without love Alone for every annoying yourself You have tryied to reach something up. Melancholy pessimism. It's a long, long suffering for you You wanted many times - to end your life However you've never done it, ever. You're just a cower who(ve never reached anything, ever. You are running, you are decided To die anyway, life is just a pain. You don't wanna suffer yourself anymore The only what you got in your head is a suicide Melancholy pessimism. Your neck is clenching. You're pulling up or sleeve It take just a second Jugulating your veins Falling into agony Can't feel your dripping blood You will never live through it what is a depressive feeling Melancholy pessimism.