You lie, silent there before me . Your tears, they mean nothing to me. The wind, howling at the window The love you never gave, I give to you -really don't deserve it - but now, there's nothing you can do So sleep in your only memory And weep, my dearest mother Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye) It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry, (oh my) Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye goodbye)... So insignificant Sleeping dormant deep inside of me Are you hiding away, lost Under the sewers Maybe flying high In the clouds Perhaps you're happy without me So many seeds have been sown on the field And who could sprout up so blessedly if I had died I would have never felt sad at all You will not hear me say I'm sorry Where is the light Wonder if it's weeping somewhere Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye It was always you that I despised I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh my Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye goodbye...