Self inflicted torture Wrap myself in pain Never take a second to think Of the people I have shamed Fight to fake emotions To make me seem alive But the endless emptiness Keeps growing deep inside
I can't take this I can't face this Life
[Chorus:] Oh, where is the enemy Where is the end for me This is not what I wanted Oh, every day that I am facing I feel less alive One step away from my demise
Never felt pleasure Never felt content Every step I take I'm facing my decent With blood on my fists And death in my eyes Breath thick of liquor God please let me die