I know this whole time, I've been wrong. But I swear to god, that I'll make this right. But you can't blame me, I only acted how you raised me. See I threw up my shell, got so angry and scared. I'm not the man I should be, I'm just the fuck you never wanted me to be. So I sit and I stare, hoping to stop talking or maybe breathing. So I sit, figure out why I do the things I do. That's what I do when I'm alone.