well you didn't stop, when i told you to stop and there was a month when i wasn't sure if the next time i saw you out on the road i'd have something to say, other than pay all of the money that you owe. and i would have liked to to have something above you to have something to hold and know i could choose to let it grow and i would have called youand i'd have said hey you know i'm in control and i'll let you know if you have to come and choose a name and i will think of you now that we are apart i put my hand across my gut i plan to feed it with a heart i'm not the girl that you remember from the start i was only a baby now i am what you made me and once you left me in the spring and twice you left in fall and once i tried to make a life to keep myself in yours do you think of me when you are playing the one and five in four is country music what your life is for?