Now ever since my birth I've been cursed since I'm born and wild In case I never get to holla at my unborn child Many things learned in prison Blessed and still living Trying to earn every penny that I'm getting And reminiscing To the beginning of my mission When I was concieved and came to be in this position My mama was a Panther, loud Single parent but she growled When she witnessed baby boy rip a crowd To school but I dropped out And left the house Cuz my Mama say I'm good for nothing so I'm out Since I only got one life to live God forgive me for my sins Let me make it and I'll never steal again, or deal again My only friend is my misery Wanting revenge for the agony they did to me See my life ain't promised but it's sure getting better Hope you understand my love letter To my unborn child
Chorus: I'm writing you a letter This is to my unborn child Want to let you know I love you Want you to know I feel this way I think about you every day I got so much to say
So complicated to escape fate And you can never understand until we trade places Tell the world I plead guilty to being anxious Ain't no way in hell that I could ever be a rapist It's hard to face this cold world on a good day When will they let the little kids in the hood play I got shot 5 times but I'm still breathing Living proof there's a God if you need a reason Can I believe in my own fate Will I raise my kids in the right or the wrong way Dear Mama I'm a man now I wanna make it on my own not a handout Make way for a whirlwind prophesized I wanna go in peace when I gotta die On these cold streets Ain't no love no mercy and no friends In case you never see my face again To my unborn child
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Dear Lord can you hear me Tell me what to say to my unborn seed in case I pass away Will my child get to feel love Or are we all just cursed to be street thugs Cuz being black hurts And even worse if you speak first Living my life as an Outlaw, what could be worse Cuz maybe if I tried to change Who am I kidding I'm a thug til I die I'm a rider man Touch bases eat lunch in plush places Regular criminal oasis awaits us If there's a ghetto for true thugs I'll see you there And I'm sorry for not being there Just know your daddy was a soldier Me against the world bless the boys and all my little girls To the Lord I'm eternal resting in peace Please take care of all my seeds To my unborn child