I hurt myself today, To see if I'd still feel. I focus on the pain, The only thing that's real. The needle tears a hole, The old familiar sting; Try to kill it all away, But I remember everything.
What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end. You could have it all, My empire of dirt. I will let you down, I will make you hurt...
I wear this crown of shit, Upon my liar's chair, Full of broken thoughts, I cannot repair. Beneath the stains of time, The feelings disappear. You are someone else, I am still right here.
What have I become, My sweetest friend? Everyone I know, Goes away in the end. And you could have it all, My empire of dirt, I will let you down, I will make you hurt.
If I could start again, A million miles away, I would keep myself, I would find a way.