MikelWJ - Dear Diary (Anorexia Song) | Текст песни

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• Dear Diary (Anorexia Song)

Im fourteen and Im always feel so nervous.
Tell me why is it that everyone is so perfect.
While I feel so worthless, and the look so happy.
While lately for me, my mood has been so crappy.
And I have come to believe all of the things that Im seeing,
On magazines and TV, of every single perfect being.
All the girls with perfect bodies, and such amazing skin.
Oh how I would kill to live the life that they are in.
Ive been trying to lose weight over the past couple weeks.
Throwing up after meals, on the rare times that I eat.
But that isnt enough I still need to do much more.
To get this guy to notice me, people wonder what for?
Theres so much room in my tummy for food that it isnt funny.
I dont wanna be peoples dummy, but either way I feel dumpy.
Most of the time I am left here, just thinking to myself.
Oh God is this worth it, or do I need some help?
Like...
Ive been used by guys, Ive been hurt by girls.
Ive been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world.
So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect.
Im waiting for sb to tell me that Im worth it.
You're not alone...
Im twenty-three and just ran across my old diary.
I opened it up but I really dont know what inspired me,
To do this, but I did and was instantly in tears.
To think of how lost I was during those young years.
And that guy that I mentioned back when I was fourteen.
Hes my fiance now; I guess that Im living a dream.
We got a small house, a nice car and a good life.
But my arms are still scarred from using my own knife.
But he accepts me how I am, and he knows about my past.
And after all of that, he still says that were gunna last.
And I love him, I love him, I love him with all my heart.
I honestly couldnt take it if were ever got pulled apart.
If I could say one thing to me at age fourteen.
It would be that youll find a guy who will treat you like a queen.
It gets better then it is, dont worry abous your size.
And never think youre alone, someone out there hears youre cries.
Saying...
Ive been used by guys, Ive been hurt by girls.
Ive been hit by my mom, and cursed by the world.
So I keep losing weight, just trying to be perfect.
Im waiting for sb to tell me that Im worth it.
You're not alone...

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