It's too late at night to hold my sight. Why can't I see that I am blind.
Now my patience is wearing thin so I guess I'll have to take this on the chin. Despite the words I said so long ago I still cared.
I care that I never got a piece of what we claimed and I care that I always shouldered the blame. Despite the words that I said so long ago. Despite the words that I've learnt to know.
And I've shown this to be a bitter part of me. I'm not lost if I leave. My friend is my foe, but how can I grow when I'm still here?
So I hide away and just let the days begin to scare me into thinking that it'll haunt me till I can't rest. But I suppose the nights are worse, they've made me scared of sleeping. For someone who's supposed to care you made it look so easy. I thought the problem was you can't see. You pulled me apart and you left me to bleed. But now I know that you were far from blind. You saw it all the time. You watched and you smiled.
I care that I never got a piece of what we claimed and I care that I always shouldered the blame. Despite the words that I said so long ago. Despite the words that I've learnt to know.
And I've shown this to be a bitter part of me. I'm not lost if I leave. My friend is my foe. How can I grow when I'm still here?
I'm still here. Girl, I'm talking to you. I'm still here. Equal measures aside. Don't trip with my mind. I'm leaving here.