i woke up trapped in the whitest walls a hospital or so it's called and the rooftop where i had jumped off from i simply can't remember it at all
and the boy who reached out his hand did not reach out enough and i'd tried so hard so many times but still it didn't work
'cause i though i try, i am still alive
i wanna die, wanna die but i don't just want to die you'll arrive, just in time just in time to stop me all the pain that you gave me, i want it all to stop yet it's not, not enough
i wanna die, wanna die but i don't just want to die i can't cry, there's a boy waiting on the other side all the pain that you gave me, i want it all to stop yet it's still not enough
i'm all alone when i try to hide away the memories we shared like a mirror shows the past i open up these scarlet eyes with a pleasant expression now tell me, are you surprised?
\"i want to talk, want to breathe, want to be a living thing all i ask, that i don't disappear before i reach try to remember me no matter where you may be i hope you'll set me free...\"
i wanna die, wanna die but i don't just wanna die you'll arrive, just in time you're just in time to watch me die from my memory, you're gone hope it softens all the blows yet it's still not enough
i wanna die, wanna die, wanna die but i still cannot die 'cause you're here by my side and i would like to have this just for once so i'm not lonely
lalala lalala lalala lalala
pain that feeds pain that bleeds pain that won't ever leave