There are times she cries when I do wonder why, we're all so afraid to die. See her eyes getting wet by the third sigarett. Politely I ask her why?
There's so many people around me, and it tears me apart. Seems I can't commit at all without breaking someones heart. And when I'm alone At the end of the day, there's no one to see if I'm ok.
And I do care for you she says kissing my cheek. But you'll be gone by the end of the week. And if I were to wait for someone like you, then I have to give up what I do. I might hate myself for telling you this. But you're not enough, she says biting her lip. You might think I'm a coward, that I haven't the nerve, but I'm not what you deserve.