見セ掛ケノ飴ト自己満足ノ鞭 -Misekake no Ame to Jiko Manzoku no Muchi (Rerecording)
nakinurashite mitemo nakiharashite mitemo sore demo mada nakeru kurai no koimonogatari datta noni anata ga kaete shimatta...
hakitsukushi hakitsukushite sore demo mada hakitarinu hodo ni... aishuu wa fushuu o daite anata ga aishuu e to kaete shimatta...
watashi no koto o koroseta to shitemo jisatsu wa dekinai n'desho? sonna chuutohanpa na kimochi de "isshou aisu" to ka iwanaide watashi ga itta ato shoukori mo naku betsu no onna o ikaseru no? kekkyoku, saigo made anata no sono ai wa jikomanzoku no katamari de shikanai no?
sonna hito da to wakatteinagara aishiteita watashi no make datte koto mo zenbu wakatteita noni... soko de maketa jijitsu o kanjite shimatta koto ga mou ai no sonzai o keshita nani yori mo tashika na jijitsu...
ame wa atomawashi de muchi dake o kusaru hodo ni tatakitsukerareta watashi no
tsukusu dake no koi
watashi no koto o koroseta to shitemo jisatsu wa dekinai n'desho? sonna chuutohanpa na kimochi de "isshou aisu" to ka iwanaide watashi ga itta ato shoukori mo naku betsu no onna o ikaseru no? kekkyoku, saigo made anata no sono ai wa jikomanzoku no katamari de shikanai no?
sonna hito da to wakatteinagara aishiteita watashi no make datte koto mo zenbu wakatteita noni... soko de maketa jijitsu o kanjite shimatta koto ga mou ai no sonzai o keshita nani yori mo tashika na jijitsu...
ame wa atomawashi de muchi dake o kusaru hodo ni tatakitsukerareta watashi no