I am awake and I'm ashamed I am afraid that I'm always without you I cannot speak and I can't breathe I cannot sleep and I can't dream without you And I'll memorize your face We are ok According to the news today And you missed this place before you went away And what would you say if there was some way to rewind I'd see your face at least a thousand times Everyday You are somewhere but I'm not there You re everywhere but I'm nowhere without you All of this time I've been thinking of you We've been drifting away from this everyday And all that I have I would give it to you But you only see in your shades of gray What do the headlines say to you