Billy turned into an atheist And all my friends work for businesses but I still write these songs inside my head just like me they're insincere I'm afraid I'll fade away next year So I take the long way home I don't wanna be in bed
And everyone turned into someone else I spent twenty years trying to be myself until I finally realized I don't know who that was These secrets kept from all these late night talks I spent the best nights standing in a parking lot With a couple people I wish I still knew, I miss you
So maybe it's my fault that I ended up here Sometimes it's not so bad to just disappear Sometimes it's not so bad here, I'm just waiting around so I can hear the bad news
And sometimes my insides feel like they're rotting away, and in time we'll heal I know it gets better, but some nights are neverending
So I found myself back in Hamilton, I forgot the mail so I could drive again in a last ditch effort to try and feel alive These rainy days can make wasted years, I just laid in bed and tried to face my fears And in the morning realized this is what life was, and I'm scared
And sometimes my insides feel like they're rotting away, and in time we'll heal I know it gets better, but some nights are neverending So maybe it's my fault that I ended up here Sometimes it's not so bad to just disappear Sometimes it's not so bad here, I'm just waiting around so I can hear the bad news
There's a lot of things A lot of things A lot of things I don't get And I think that's ok
A lot of things A lot of things A lot of things I don't get And I think that's ok