in all good faith and sentiment i cant believe somehow that i haven't died of grief or something since you left this town i'm all un-decorated, cigarettes and standard white apartment walls
at 3am and 4am its impossible to sleep i'd do anything to hold you and feel you next to me but i'm all sore eyes and beasts at my back door pulling out their claws
so yes i will take those, or whatever else they give me if it stops the nightmares it probably wont kill me and if i slow it down i'll end up on one of my accusers knives so i only stop to tell her that i love her at the red lights
and all in all i'm wrecked you see from years of piping down and piping up about the things that never mattered anyhow when you change too much you lose yourself and sometimes you just can't get them back
and you might be an angel or a devil i don't know but if in fact you are now love, well i've been there before i've fallen on my face and i've been burned so near to death i probably won't live through it anyhow
so yes i will take those, or whatever else they give me if it stops the nightmares it probably wont kill me and if i slow it down i'll end up on one of my accusers knives so i only stop to tell her that i love her at the red lights