We spent years struggling because of you You stole my youth with every lie you spued Every line we drew you crossed Without a thought You never cared what happened No matter how hard I fought
You left this family so distraught Is that what you want You call yourself a man like you think I forgot
Engraved into my mind You know I can't deny You weren't the father that I wanted to idolized
Deadbeat Every word is a lie I'm just the bastard son of a fucking low life How do you justify putting us through so much pain Just to put a rusty needle in your fucking vein
Addiction's swallowed you whole, depraved you of sanity You're just a shell of a man with no sense of morality
When you look in my eyes, what do you see? Do you regret what you've done? Do you see yourself in me? I've been told I'm just like you, but I refuse to believe You're not sick, you're a fucking disease
Deadbeat Every word is a lie I'm just the bastard son of a fucking low life How do you justify putting us through so much pain Just to put a rusty needle in to your