bye burn bold bored of watchin' the same movie in my head
I remember me in that room, waitin' for (the) sleep 2 come, waitin' for minutes, waitin' for hours, waitin' for days. waitin' for a miracle (,) 2 wake up from this nightmare. never stoppin' 2 say : it's not possible, it's not possible, it's not my life. please take it & give it to the garbage truck. please take this life & flush it in the toilets. throw it into the ocean. burn it all. bury it six feet under. give it to ur worst enemy. give my life to ur worst enemy.
I remember me under this public bench. like a tramp. like a motherfuckin' tramp. drinkin' alcohol & alcohol. eatin' pills & pills. mixin' it. feelin' my mind goin' crazy. just 2 forget. I remember the cold. <...> I just learned about ur crimes & just wanted 2 die. not even 2 kill u... not yet. I just wanted 2 die & u were laughin'.
drinkin' for other reasons.
I remember what u never saw. what u'll never see. what u'll never remember..
then I wanted 2 kill. I wanted 2 kill u. I wanted 2 kill them. I wanted 2 kill the earth, and after 2 kill me.
I got the picture of u naked. I got the picture of u suckin' cocks. I got the picture of u with all theses bastards. I got the picture of u askin' my friends 2 fuck. I got the picture of u lyin' 2 me.
I got no more pictures of u now. no more pictures no more
bye I know I didn't say it burn 1st & last goodbye bold of havin' wanted 2 kill u bored of watchin' the same movie
in my head
so now thank u, b!tch. thank u so much, bastards. all the cum u sent on her face was the fuel I need to reach Anchorage.