alone are the ones of myself who fly again by memory I envy you all
I cannot go to places where I was happy or places where I could be
there is no direction the streets are empty - of dust and sea and a boat is never near or far - or close to me and I am magically not the sea not the wind but nothing that can be
I envy you all
I envy all of you who come back to me memory of a rock, sand or tree