Remember when we ran away to be one To make promises "I'll be your love to the end"
I never thought the end would come this way That's for the other ones In a different place, on a different day
Remember walking through the Cambridge grass It was cold that day I was so alive
Now I'm dead and cold In a different way I remember almost every word and every smile you gave
What am I supposed to feel? How am I supposed to swallow this? It's like one hundred pills Doing their best to climb out of my mouth Everything's gone south Fucked it up for real What am I supposed to feel?
In the end you sank the shiv that sank me One flesh torn in two One mouth less left to feed
Now I'm walking wounded through these scenes Now you're free So fly, don't think twice or wave goodbye
Hold the pain, the frame Shame on me Should have pulled it out by now but I savor the sting
Life's a funeral and an empty bed I have taken mine a hundred times Will I bury you instead?
What am I supposed to feel? How am I supposed to swallow this? It's like one hundred pills Doing their best to climb out of my mouth Everything's gone south Fucked it up for real What am I supposed to feel, feel?