As my reflections fade out I watch how trust is becoming so fragile and worthless Take this vermin from my heart All my intentions are dead They paralyzed by incredible sense of disappointment Sincerity looks like a victim of eternal objective to perfection Decaying illusion of deceptive salvation So lift your hands to the air and ask «Why do you always ignore me?» But nothing change, scream loud as you can, you never looked so funny in their eyes
I see foundations breaks
I swear I know These things will never change
This is defeat Endeavor to apologies Escape from nothing I never meant this When I restore my memories You will never see what happens Your eyes are so wide closed In this selfish world
Condemned to live in fear And fall apart
Clean these voices From my head Take them out Time after time Repeat this circle
All these vices Will divide Confidence, sincerity and misconception
Devastations Will revive the purity The scales of disappointment
I’m lost in these visions of weakness And I’ve never felt so intricate I swear I can’t see now And I always remember How I choked in the lies of regret Oh, how did it come to this?
I’ve become the emotional sickness deceiver I’ve seen it all but why now I'm still waiting for something