I remember the first time I saw you I knew you’d be important that’s why I wasn’t surprised when one week later you were in my basement standing by the lamplight I swore it looked like you were sacred I shook your hand, said my name was Karl then pictured you naked and then we started talking almost every day and I admit I thought about you in the worst possible ways you reassured me that I had gold in my bones and I didn’t deserve to spend my whole life alone you told me that I was really something I guess that’s better than nothing
but Alex I am a moron and we both know it’s true —i’ll never do what i’m supposed to do I got fucked up and I misread your signals —you think i’m evil so now you’re gone and it’s already through but if I never would have said these things or wrote these songs would I have ever stood a chance with you? I probably never should have said these things.