I know it’s strange but I could stare at you all day so maybe moving in might be the worst decision that i’ve ever made because i’m not one for being let down and i’m starting to really like you —wanna keep you around so i’ll try to keep my mind from wandering to thoughts of you and me specifically the ones between the sheets because those are a pipe dream and they’ll never amount to anything except a chorus of broken words now i’m digging my own grave —i’m digging a hole and that’s more than I can afford because it’s out of my control
I have never been so completely obsessed with so completely in love with someone or something that I can’t have goddamn I want it so bad
now all my friends tell me that I could do better so I consulted the universe and it said we couldn’t be together but still I ignore all reference holding out for the slightest chance that I could change your preference
disappointed, disillusioned with my own fate I never thought I could make such a grave mistake but now i’ve got you in and close to me and I feel sick because I know that you’ll never lay a hand on my dick goddamn I want you so bad.