Even though I know that I have to move on and find the courage to leave this safe spot behind my fence and grab my life by the hands I promise myself that I'll never think about my sad past I promise to bring the best with me
Cause most nights fade out like I don't have a chance to sleep in bed It's not the pillow or the dark ceiling a bunch of fast songs drive me through hell and back I just need a way out but I can't find it all alone.
Five years with a purpose and none of them are wasted. Moving on is what I need to leave behind wild years.
Cause most nights fade out like I don't have a chance to sleep in bed It's not the pillow or the dark ceiling a bunch of sad songs drive me through hell and back I just need a way out but I can't find it all alone.
I'm not sad, just overthinking and so upset cause nights here get longer.