The wages of sin Hold my heart hostage My mouth is still cruel My skin is in bondage My body is scarred From lyrics I've carved Bruises I've healed Lips that I've starved Wounds I've replaced With love and with hate The truth set me free My faith was raped I've broken my silence Lied to myself Spoken in violence Been someone else Screamed at my demons Prayed to my god Begged for forgiveness My hands are still hot