Decay within the rotten trees as complex as my damned journey In Shame I breath, I-vomit-my- soul to forgive me Breath, I breath, What have I BECOME, where have I been …(inside) I have begun my journey that is undone for I have become the one with the purity I Tried to save thee, instead I pillage to condemn you Remorse, It pains me, for I have destroyed you thorns grow from my Skin, the nectar of pain I drown in my own puss For the promises I could no keep Breath, I breath what have I become where have I been Inside Denying the Loss, The Loss of Evidence Proclamation of Death and the guilt that follows