I hate this so much. This situation. I saw it coming. So why did I keep you near? Why? Maybe... this wasn't the best decision after all, hm...
(0:28) I just couldn't sleep that night I laid awake in bed Contemplated all the things you said Called fate out, I'm like "what the heck?" I can't keep pace, so I kneel forward 'n beg to God You're so far out, screw these legs I've got I need wings so I can fly instead All my limbs might as well be dead God damn it, I wish I could grow a pair
(0:43) Far worse pains in the world out there Forests flames blot the evening air Oppressed crying out with screams of despair Yet all I care about is to be in your lair Why did God bring you into my life Only to have my heart split and sliced? Don my façade to keep happy and nice But in reality, I'm crying hard deep inside
(0:58) I wanna forget all of our days If it spared me the pain, I would even erase Every memory cherished, every thing we've made But nothing undoes the legacy you've created Every day I'll always see the same sight The ship that woulda been about a dozen a ride Infinite colors, yet an orange light No Photoshopping could make this look right
(1:13) No photos shot could bring you to my side I wish I could be with you when you are tired No need for you to clean the bathroom tiles We wouldn't even have to hide our files But even if we had to hide our existence At least what we had coulda kept on existing I'm missing a part of me I wish I could fill in And so I return to the world I've been killing
(1:28) The one I woulda lost that night Looking back on all those times When the world tried to keep me happy Earth so scorched yet smiling gladly The one I started taking for granted, sadly The one I loved so much, it was almost campy The one I lived so much in, like always camping The one that brightened me and kept me laughing
(1:43) I wonder if I made the right reactions Living through each day, double checking my actions 'Cause I wonder if I screwed the last ones At a glance you'd think I don't know who I'm after And I'm trying to write a new chapter Trying to keep movin' forward and faster But I don't know if I'm going to last So please God, again carry me through the sand
[Instrumental interlude]
(2:28) I just couldn't sleep that night I laid awake in bed Contemplated all the things you said Called fate out, I'm like "what the heck?" I can't keep pace, so I kneel forward 'n beg to God You're so far out, screw these legs I've got I need wings so I can fly instead All my limbs might as well be dead God damn it, I wish I could grow a pair
(2:43) Far worse pains in the world out there Forests flames blot the evening air Oppressed crying out with screams of despair Yet all I care about is to be in your lair Why did God bring you into my life Only to have my heart split and sliced? Don my façade to keep happy and nice But in reality, I'm crying hard deep inside
(3:12) No photos shot could bring you to my side I wish I could be with you when you are tired No need for you to clean the bathroom tiles We wouldn't even have to hide our files But even if we had to hide our existence At least what we had coulda kept on existing I'm missing a part of me I wish I could fill in And so I return to the world I've been killing