you live in fear but it feels so good you just don't care afraid to face the day with a normal state of mind you cannot function in reality withot being intoxicated then you get to that place where you become so frustrated
too wasted to function dependent your drug of choice you must break the shackles of sobriety
searching for that fine line between brilliance and intoxication forever drowning in those bottles you're suffocated but think you're so alive you fear sobriety sobriety
once a new sensation now a total binge loving that twisted feeling getting drunk is so appealing to the point of spitting verbal venom in disgust when was the last time you spent a day without getting hidh do you remember what it's like? you feel you cannot express yourself withot chopping a line now it's just a part of the daily grind