I'm just a little child And mad just little bit You'll be just greatly kind Not to treat me like a shit I'm just a funny clown You're laughing when i cry You're fond of put me down You're coming when i die.
This fight i can’t win It’s always the same Defeating my dream Deleting my name But still in my heart I cannot agree You threw me apart But you’re my reason to live
And it lasts for so long I don't think i'm so strong To keep my mouth shut Eating your mud It will be just a great release to say: I so fucking hate every day I waste The pain you make me taste, It's something inside My chest - Cancer, metastasing my brain, Poison, running through my veins, A train Smashing my bones But i feel so alone Without you...
Would you be so kind to burn me in fire Would you be so cruel to leave me alone You are brave enough to play my desires Are you mad enough to kiss my grave-stone? Loving you so much I DO FUCKING HATE YOU!!! Kissing you i think WHEN YOU REALLY DIE? You’re gone far but i keep on waiting Wanna forget you WOULD YOU LET ME TRY???