ALL THIS TIME ALL I HAD WAS YOU NOW YOU'RE GON ANDI JUST NEVER KNEW NOW I'M OUT HERE ALONE WITH NOBODY TO TRUST AND I NEED YOU RIGHT NOW, GOD I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I JUST SLIPPED THROUGH THE CRACKS AND LEFT MY LIFE BEHIND AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT I'M TRYING TO FIND
YOU WERE MY SHINING STAR, MY GUIDING LIGHT IF I HAD YOU NOW I'D WRAP YOU UP SO CLOSE AND TELL YOU THIS ONE LIE I AM NOT AFRAID
WHAT HAVE I GOT TO LOSE? WHAT HAVE I GOT TO GAIN? I KEEP ASKING MYSELF AS I PUSH THROUGH THE RAIN WHY DO I EVEN TRY? WILL I EVER DEFEAT ALL THESE DEMONS IN ME? WHEN I KNOW DEEP INSIDE THAT I AM SO AFRAID, I AM SO AFRAID
I GAVE UP MY INNOCENCE, EVERYTHING THAT'S ME BUT THERE'S NO RAINBOW OR POT OF GOLD AS FAR AS I CAN SEE SO WHAT AM I FIGHTING FOR, AM I TRYING TO SAVE WHAT I'VE ALREADY LOST AND I JUST CAN'T FACE? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO, I'VE GOT SO MUCH TO SAY I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW, I THINK I'LL BE OKAY AND I AM NOT AFRAID, I AM NOT AFRAID
WHAT HAVE I GOT TO LOSE? WHAT HAVE I GOT TO GAIN? I KEEP ASKING MYSELF AS I PUSH THROUGH THE RAIN WHY DO I EVEN TRY? WILL I EVER DEFEAT ALL THESE DEMONS IN ME? WILL I EVER BELIEVE THAT I AM NOT AFRAID?