where did the time go? whether your mind keeps going on or not time does... everything that happened which used to be unacceptable and hard to believe i'm becoming familiar with
i sit around and the tears flow afraid someone will see i let my head fall i avoid that place like i'm running away but yet when i plop down to tie my untied shoe i collapse to the ground everything in this moment comes to a halt but yet i'm used to it
somehow i've been making it through the days time passes by again looking for something to do
my heart dropping suddenly from that one word "farewell" heard among the countless people and just being silent because i hate myself still talking like you after all this time its all familiar
it's familiar but still unfamiliar just like before i've made it through but yet it's difficult like before though i thought i'd left it it's at the tip of my fingers like before i thought i'd wiped it out but it's full just like before
i sit around and the tears flow afraid someone will see i let my head fall i avoid that place like i'm running away but yet when i plop down to tie my untied shoe i collapse to the ground everything in this moment comes to a halt but yet
sending you away like that with words i had to fake i wonder if you still remember what you said to me those words that when another winter comes it will...all be forgotten